Let's Go! =)

*koff* *koff*
yes..yes..sick again...urgh~

I was suppose to settle my visa yesterday but because of this flu..I had to delay the plan T_T
I'm going off on the 18th of Feb!! =)

I still have loads of stuff to settle before I go..sometimes I would ask myself whether was it the right decision to make..I've got my answer..I have no regrets doing it and I'm sooo excited for it!!

I'm not sure what's coming but it'll definitely be a great challenge for me! I've spent loads of time in others..and I've neglected myself.. He was right..what about me?

It's time I should be responsible for myself..for my own development..and I'm ready to go to search for something new in my life! ^_^ I've made myself so so far left behind..sorry Amanda =)

Again, it's not an easy decision to make. But, this has made me realise a thing..every path leads to its own way and end..don't feel demotivated if you couldn't go to the path you want..you'll never know what's ahead of the path you're given..it's full of surprises =)

I was planning to take a long break from my studies and now my wish is granted!! =D so so so happie!! ^_^

I'll be extending my studies for one semester...but I'm thinking whether should I extend it to 1 year instead?Mom is being very supportive..I'll seriously consider about it =)

This morning, I told my mom that she'll be crying on the day I'm flying off..she said she won't wor...well...I shall see..(evil laughter) =P

Korea I'm coming!!! =D

Keep My Fingers Crossed

Miss Chia said that my form has been sent over there and the admission letter estimated to arrive next week...

*keep fingers crossed*

really going? O_o

My 'Productive' Holiday =D

I've been sitting in front of the laptop since morning!!

Facebook games are sooooo addictive!!!
I could help myself from the FarmVille, Cafe World, and FishVille lah~ =D

NO! NO! NO!

I can't be spending my holiday just like this...JUST LIKE THIS!!
anyway...check out my beautiful farm (hehehe =D)

cantik kan??

Well..it's okay to be unproductive once in a while what...okay right? okay right?

Tomorrow I'm going to KLCC to do charity work for AIESEC what..hehe!
Going to KLCC with KLCC @_@

And this Saturday and Sunday I'm volunteering for World AIDS Day 09 in Sungei Wang!

I'm going to UUM next week..never been to Kedah before..pretty excited! ^_^

See??I'm not THAT unproductive wan lor okaaaay....?!?

I'm still not very sure whether am I going to Korea or not...seems to be so 'confirmed'...and yet it seems to be 'unconfirmed'...how laaa...how laaa....
5 months seem to be quite short..but if you think think...like quite long also hor? >o<

Anyway..I'm really happy to get selected for this!!Can't believe this...I wanted it sooo badly...and now I got it!!hee~ =D

Can I survive there ah? (playing 'I will survive' song)
I just checked the website of the uni...trying to see whether do they have internet connection in the dorm...but macam tak ada saje...if tak ada...(NOOOO~~!!!) how can I survive without the internet?!?!?it's like my air...how can I breathe without you?!?! (wuu~~)

Hopefully the letter will come in soon lah...very gan cheong!! *pray**pray**pray* ohm~~

Sepang Is A Dangerous Place for Kids

It's not easy...not easy...

It's not easy for MOST of the people...but we'll make it through right?
I felt pressured and suffocated but your words made them all dissolve into the thin air...just like that! *poof*

It's not the movies that make my day beautiful...but the cockroach-catching operation...

It's not about forever but yesterdays and today..yes..yesterdays and today...

Your pancakes spoiled..oopsie! =D
Sorry for the unfinished floor tiles..I lost my inspiration..but at least I made your table nice right? =)

Australia is a nice place..diamonds are to-be-robbed..good luck! =)

Let's Go Home!

College is getting more and more quiet...
...but the thunder noise is getting louder and louder...!!! ='(

I've been hearing parents' voices and *gek lok gek lok gek lok* sound the whole day...parentsss are here to bring their babies home...lil sis and bro dragging the trolley luggage *gek lok gek lok gek lok*

I WANT TO GO BACK TOOOOO!!!! ='(

Usually I'm the one who goes home the FIRST...but now...I'm the LAST!!
mana boleh?!?
mana boleh?!?
tak boleh like this one....yer........ ='(

Finally done with my 3rd final exam..3 more sems of finals to go *faint*
Finally submitted the law assignment *phew*
Finally finish packing my stuff.....erm...I mean...finally finish throwing everything into the closet (muahahaha!!)

and now what?

39 minutes more from now......and I shall....LEAVE FOR HOME!!!
yeah yeah yeah!!!
lalala!!!
lelele!!!
lololo!!!
bububu!!!
bababa!!!

daddy daddy faster come...*tick tock tick tock*

But I'm coming back to college pretty soon...why...? Because I'm going for a camp this coming Monday for 3 days 2 nights! Not sure to be excited or worried lah...it'll be at Ulu Yam...the name also ulu ulu already...takutnya...
I went to Google Image to check out how Ulu Yam looks like...I see river..I see trees..I see insects!!! 怕！怕！怕！ =S

Hopefully my farmville and cafe world will still be in good condition when I get back..kekeke =)

Ulu Yam...Here I come!! =D

Hello?

Words are powerful...but sometimes I need more than words...

Don't tell me that you care...show it...

It's the little things that you do that count...

Just the tiny little things that make it all matters...

I Will Remember

人长大了。。
思想改变了。。
方向改变了。。

我差一点忘记了。。。

做人最重要的是情和义

我会牢牢地记住的。

Time To Blog =)

wow!!I've abandoned this poor little blog since July!!
dear bloggie: don't get angry at me k..sayang sayang ^_^

There were certainly loads of happenings between July until today (Sept)

I've been through these:

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=(
=D
='(
=.=
O_o
=O
^_^
*^%^%$%$#%

average mood level ----> =)

I didn't go home this weekend..can you believe it?!?!?
No?

too bad because you gotta believe it!!! =P

attended the psychological workshop conducted by our @ alumni Ren Chang...
and my personality type is ISTJ =)
see it here! =P

in summary it says:

• very loyal, faithful, and dependable (ahem ahem =P)
• believe in laws and traditions (ya~~I know I'm kolot laaa....)
• has strong sense of duty (and that explains why I got unlimited number of tasks!!)
• responsible parent (I'll be a good mom!! =D)

HAHAHA!!
but the personality depends on situations, in some situations we tend to use our 'contextual personality'...and I think that ISTJ is my contextual personality =P

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I can't believe that I watched Up the 3rd time!!!
but it's nice ma... =P

went for movie after workshop with 4 not-so-gentle gentlemen -- skit, william, imran, & lwl

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Life has been difficult and stress for me these days...I can't wait for my sem break to start on 11 Nov =(

But I gotta keep on going because I know that life goes on~ (bla bla bla...)

Thanks to this poster (below) that I took from my sis...it gave me my daily direction! =D
I pasted it on the board right above my study table in hostel, everyday I wake up, put on my specs, and randomly choose a column to be practiced for the day =)

My direction of the day :

Listening Is The Opportunity To Build Relationships -
through trust and understanding

1 - 28 July 2009

I need to write.

自从上一封至今。。我都过得很不开心。。

我很需要依靠。。我很需要你们的肩膀。。

请原谅我不够坚强。。不够坚持。。不够成熟。。

我不喜欢哭。。我真的不喜欢。。我不喜欢被看见脆弱的我。。

待会儿会有谁。。我不想去想了。。也不想再烦了。

A 3 Minutes Beautiful Sight

I've been missing for quite some time (if you actually realised)

There are many things that I wanted to update in my blog these few weeks...but I do not know how to...

From not getting something that I want...

...till I got something I do not want...

...till I got something I want...

...till losing something I wanted...

...till I found out what I want...

...till I found out what I do not want.

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I saw this when I was in the car with my daddy, It was very, very beautiful......

I was sooo excited, I bet my dad wished to kick me out of the car =P

But, it was gone after awhile, it wasn't really gone, but it was no longer as beautiful as it was 3 minutes ago...

And I remained back to my seat.

When it's gone, it's gone...

Not being pessimistic...but rational I am instead...beautiful things come only once...I know I won't be able to see the same beautiful painting being hung up in the sky anymore...maybe a similar one someday =) However, it will remain in my heart...And that is what matters =)

Some people say that you hold the remote control to control on how do you want to play your life chapters...but remember......

No rewind, no pause, no replay, and no fastforward buttons on your remote control...only PLAY or STOP......

I PLAY =)